Showing posts with label inegray. Show all posts
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Tuesday, August 16, 2016

Sandman

  There was a veil between the v.i.p section and the rest of the club. But even then I could see those big black eyes, pale and almost translucent skin. The moment he turned his head and looked right to my eyes, I felt naked, so open, so alive. All my secrets were his and in that precisely moment my phone ringed with it the spell broke, I turned my back to the bar and checked the phone, the missed call was the past reminding me I had nothing left to be loved for. Right there the music changed into an sensual rhythm and a unspiritual melody, I knew was time to ask my two tequila shots and hit the floor on my own.

  The circle of people amused by me in the middle of the dance floor, didn't know I was crying all along and feeding with their energy, by the time I was done absorbing and on the verge of a scream, someone took my hand and danced along. It was him. The mythical creature. He only, saw my tears and wiped it all in just seven seconds of dancing. So flawless we looked, so synchronized, like we had our entire life prepared for that moment. At the cusp of the endless ovations, motivated a smile and a wake up call. He then said his name which now I can no longer recall, the last thing I remember is taking a cab back to my place, alone, feeding my Siamese cat Isis, and crawling myself on my bed to sleep.

  Next morning like no other I go to this overrated coffee shop, the one with the green mermaid princess or whatever, but is so crowded, with my head still spinning I decided to turn around and keep on walking, not far from there I found this cute french like coffee shop slash bakery, pastels colors and gold,so, so adorable and comfortable. I was happy i've just found my new favorite spot.

  Got inside and this beautiful red haired perky girl with her astonishing freckles and hazel eyes came to greet me at the door, I was so amused by the hospitality and the kindness this place expelled, I smiled genuinely for the first time in so long. There was this OST songs making me dance around shyly, plus, everywhere I looked was just a piece of homemade art, if my mom was alive this probably would be our place. She would have loved it.

   I finally decided what to eat, sat down and told amy all the things I wanted, yeah that's her name, the beautiful red's name is amy.Between croissants filled with wonders, macaroons, cakes, biscuits, so on and a lovely jasmine tea cup, it was heaven. At the end of my first croissant, the door bell made a sound, Red approached to it and said her greetings, I felt this strange wave of feelings that made me nauseous, scared, happy, a whole cocktail of emotions, I thought it was the sugar highpeek so I took a sip of my tea and started to feel better, but then this voice, greeting amy back, was so delicious so sublime and ridiculously recognizable.

Amy came to me and told me how sorry she was  no more empty seats, I totally understood and told her not to worry I wouldn't mind some company.

I am very glad you don't mind miss -As he sat down-

My spasticity  couldn't be hide. He just grin, the most irresistible grin I've ever seen.

YOU!- my four years in Harvard psychiatry school program gave me the tools to speak such an eloquent and classy quote.-

 Yeah... I'm often referred to as Killian.-He said, as he quietly laughed-.

 I was so glad he said his name, I wouldn't like to pretend I do remember it.

Killian: Amy, the usual. Oh wait, add a couple of éclairs, I'm feeling struck by luck.
Amy: Haha, absolutely, monsieur.

So she's a red haired called amy with an scottish accent speaking in french, why do I feel like a blue box is missing.

Killian: So, are you going to tell me your name?

Sara: I am Sara. I see you're a frequent here, how is it that I've never seen you around?

Killian: Well, miss Sara, to this part of the city I just come for this specific pastry shop.-But, I definitely see me coming to something else-

Right after he said that, I felt a chill down my spine, and suddenly I was bambi about to be eaten.
And I had absolutely no desire to let it be otherwise.


Wednesday, March 4, 2015

The Bucket List: The Path to no Regrets

Experience is one thing you cant get for nothing- Oscar Wilde

Many of you have seen, heard or spoke about that list you definitely have make true before you die.
The thing is..."No one" knows when is going to die. So I started this new project showing people my joy after making them true. Because I certainly believe you measure yourself by the people who measure themselves by you, I'll give it a try and who knows...maybe I get to push you to do it for yourself.

What's a bucket list and How to create one?

Simply, It is a list  of life experiences, dreams and goals you desire to achieve before you die.
 You create them daily, through out the day "Today I will sleep early"  "I am going to study today so tomorrow I can chill" "I will stop screwing with the guy from the library..by the end of this month".
The truth is if you can't figure out those plans your life is probably passing  you by.

So, the point of this bucket list is extrapolate those daily goals and make them bigger, just for the JOY of your soul. Have you found joy in your life? Has your life brought joy to others? There is not righter time than the Now, that sounded so Dr. seuss, Hahahah.

In order to help you visualize the magnitude your goal should have or the depth of them, the impact in your life, I recommend you this movie with the Duh name "THE BUCKET LIST" with Sir Morgan Freeman and  Mr. Jack Nicholson.

Trailer for you <3




Take this as reference too:

-What have you always wanted to do but have not done yet?- Any countries, places or locations you want to visit?-What/who do you want to see or meet in person?- What experiences do you want to have/feel? -Any skills or anything you want to learn or try out?- What would you like to say/do together with other people?


THIS NOW IS MY BUCKET LIST 
(Note: I will place a picture/video if is accomplished)


1.  TRAVEL AROUND THE WORLD (Incomplete)

 Toledo, Spain  ( 2007)
 Venecia, Italy. (That's my dad, circa 2007)

2.HAVE A PICTURE WITH SOMEONE WORLDWIDE FAMOUS
3.SKYDIVE
4.MEET MY LONG DISTANCE RELATIONSHIP BOYFRIEND
5. BE AT COMIC CON
6. LEARN ANOTHER LANGUAGES BESIDES SPANISH (Incomplete)

English


7. LEARN MARTIAL ARTS (Incomplete)
(judo, don't own this picture for some reason I never took one, oh yeah.. I was training instead.)


8.LEARN HOW TO SKATE
9. GO SKIING
10. GIVE A HEARTFELT GIFT TO SOMEONE
11. MAKE A DIFFERENCE IN SOMEONE'S LIFE
12.FIND MY REAL PASSION
13. BE EXTRA IN A MOVIE
14. BE THE LEAD IN A TRENDING MOVIE
15. START MY BUSINESS 
16. SING TO AN AUDIENCE
17.DO VOLUNTEER WORK
18. GET A DRINK FOR A STRANGER
19. BEFRIEND A STRANGER
20. DANCE BAREFOOT IN THE RAIN
21. A KISS IN THE RAIN THAT MATTERS
22. SEE THE NORTHERN LIGHTS
23. GO CAMPING



24. GIVE SOMEONE I LOVE, A STAR
25. HAVE A TEA PARTY
26. PUBLISH A BOOK
27.THROW A MEGA PARTY
28. GET WHITE HAIR

29. GET WILD COLOR HAIR







30.BECOME A DOCTOR IN MEDICINE
31. WALK THE RED CARPET
32. HAVE A REALLY CLOSE FRIENDSHIP WITH A FAMOUS KOREAN ACTOR OR SINGER
33. PLAY AN INSTRUMENT

34. TAKE DANCE CLASSES (incomplete)

35. GO ON A ROAD TRIP




(Constanza, 2016)
36. EXPERIENCE TOMORROWLAND
37. BE PART OF A GREAT CAUSE
38. LIVE IN A DIFFERENT COUNTRY AT LEAST FOR 6 MONTHS
39. GET FEATURED IN MEDIA FOR SOMETHING YOU ARE PROUD OF
40. CREATE A DREAM HOME
41. HAVE A DREAM WEDDING
42. LIVE THROUGH 4 SEASONS OF THE YEAR
43.GO ON MEDITATION RETREAT
44.VISIT KOREA/ JAPAN WITH FRIENDS
45. MAKE A TIME BOX WITH SOMEONE
46. PICNIC DAY
47.FLY A HELICOPTER
48. GO ON A ROMANTIC GETAWAY
49. LEARN SIGN LANGUAGE
50. COSPLAY LIKE JESSICA NIGRI
51. GAIN ENLIGHTENMENT
52. ADOPT AN ANIMAL
53. EXPEND MONEY ON LOUBOUTIN PAIR OF SHOES WITH RED SOLE
54. BE HYPE ON LOOKBOOK.NU
55. HAVE A ROCK BAND
56. MAKE THE CUTEST BABY ON EARTH
57.BREAK THE LAW
58. HAVE AN AMAZING WARDROBE
59.LEARN HOW TO BARTEND
60. RIDE THE LONDON EYE
61.GIVE PEOPLE A GOOD REASON TO KNOW MY NAME
62. GET A TATTOO
63. KISS AND HUG A DOLPHIN
64. MEET FRIENDS FROM OTHER COUNTRIES
65. VISIT SLOVENIA WITH MY SIGNIFICANT OTHER
66. TAKE A PICTURE OF MY AURA
(2014, ADASEC)

67. GO TO BRITNEY SPEARS CONCERT
68.Cook big meal for more than 2 people
69. Bdsm



Sunday, May 4, 2014

SHADOWY TRAILS (Part I- Introduction)

Original photo by Marc G.C Photography



I
t was probably London, XIX century for sure, when it all 


began.


I was the simply youngest daughter of a bakerman and a 


fine dress maker and as you may know I learned 


everything, for nothing.


I was turning 18 when my parents got sick, both at the 


same time, what an awful picture.


The doctor told me they wouldn't last longer, I cried,


  my mind was a chaos, so much I spent hours and 

hours walking alone in the dark of the London streets, till 


one starling night.

I met death and so met life, her name was Rosabelle, the 

most exquisite creature I've ever seen, with her paused yet 


fast and seductive movements, were reason enough to 


make someone stare forever, was a pleasure, indeed.


She looked at me like I was her long lost innocence, she 

stared for some time when finally the alley got immerse in 


the most sacredness and sinfulness voice, but her lips...


I was no crazy, I heard that voice yet her lips were static, 


what is happening? Am I seeing things? Is she even real?


said Out loud And a devilish laugh started to rebound, 


echoing even in my core.


I met the floor and begged it to stop, I was most definitely 


terrified but didn't want to leave, I wanted to see her one


more time, by the time I looked up again I was all alone, And the loneliness was even more terrifying than that evil laugh.

By IneGray

Saturday, March 15, 2014

Ai JOURNEY II [Collection]

Ok, i know is been a while i even feel ashamed of my doze off, but i'm back to show you the few illustrations i've done, still not good at all XD BUT i never thought i'd be able to make things look quite decent.

So please comment bellow, i cant stop using the brush, if you have any advice or any other opinion just comment, COMMENT :3


I like polka dots so i made this out of the blue for my twitter account.
 I can be an aerospace plumber now.






HAHA ok i know i suck, please ignore my gore writing in the right. As you can see i made this for my boyfriend, for valentine. Feel free to judge.







Well yeah this one is for our 16th monthsary as you may well read. The silhouette down left is where i live,
 the silhouette up right is where he lives. 

Can you guess where are those? COMMENT BELLOW :3 let me see how good you are in geography. Or guessing ahaha whatever suits your better.



For those who ever been in a long distance relationship knows how lonely it can be. Although is easy to guess even if your are not in one. Is ok, you know why? Because it worth it.
This one was made in a very emo-tional mode. ._. 





 


 Odin knows isn't easy, but  the universe know we are meant to be together <3










This one i just finished righhhhht now, i made it for my bestie Cinthia because of her pie birthday


 ( [3.14] 14/03/14 ) Happy birthday sweetie :3





And well that was pretty much all my Sh*t, feel free to comment bellow how much you hate it or how much you don't or whatever.

Any advice, anything at all. Don't worry i wont make a living out of this for obvious reasons.




Thanks for taking your time to check on this.

K.










Sunday, February 2, 2014

The Blue Danube Maiden (Short story- La doncella del danubio azul- English version )


Illustration by Erin Wilson


It seemed it was yesterday when two strangers were tainted by the energies of lust and curiosity.

Who was that handsome guy with bulging eyes, dark hair and wonderful face.
Who was that girl with agile and seductive movements, owner of so mysterious power of attraction .

It seemed it was yesterday when with subtle approaches, alone remained.
No time for introductions, no time for courtship, she was just in passing, had to return to Vienna at dawn, along with her celestines .
In another time she could have thrown herself into a hedonism sea that tasting  for her arteries, but saw something in him, something else.

It seemed it was yesterday when they were to be seen: Will be the May 13th of that 1874 when I dedicate a piece at 9:00 sharp , wait for me at the dance floor, my maid.

Both knew what they were talking about, was that Royal party, day of rejoicing for the bourgeois, an excuse to open the finest wines, and to use the most thunderous and bulky dresses of all Austria.

"There I’ll see you my prince charming" phrase that was precipitated and overflew those candy lips.

It seemed it was yesterday when he awaited on that float at the corner of her home, it was a secret their re-encounter.

They rushed to the party, and got separated, no one understood why, but she wasn’t worried because he knew, that her charming prince would rescue her at 9 of those empty bureaucratic conversations, those old ladies full of ethanol.

It seemed it was yesterday when she was in the middle of the room facing the front and waiting, rumbling around the room giving the 9 o clock of that cold night was that big watch and after that, rang the Beautiful Blue Danube, her favorite.

It's when she thought everything would be perfect, and with a beautiful smile and anxiety in her hands, still standing in that same middle place, in that same room, with those same hopes as a child on Christmas Eve.

People danced around her, whispering and wondering, what is she doing standing there alone? But then that smile was waning, even though she was fighting for not let that happen, between the crowds, finally  sees her charming prince, and she is hopeful once again, but his favorite waltz has come to an end, after several codes, which missed.

At that moment it seemed that it was yesterday when the image of her prince fell apart at the beginning of the next waltz, because of her charming love was busy unleashing their lustful desires with a whore in disguised.

"May the devil take the fucking waltz " were the words of the young woman, who walked away from that scene, tears rushing to those almond eyes full of dreams.



By IneGray


*Note: for Spanish version click *here*

La doncella del danubio azul (Short story- The Blue Danube Maiden- spanish version )

illustration by Erin Wilson


Parecía que fuese ayer cuando dos extraños se dejaron llevar por las energías de la lujuria y la curiosidad.


Quién era ese apuesto chico de ojos saltones, pelo oscuro y magnifico semblante.
Quién era esa chica de ágiles y seductores movimientos, dueña de tan misteriosa fuerza de atracción.


Parecía que fuese ayer cuando con sutiles acercamientos, solos quedaron. 

No hubo tiempo para introducciones, no hubo tiempo para cortejos, ella solo estaba de paso, debía regresar a viena al amanecer, junto con sus celestinas.

En otro tiempo se hubiese arrojado al mar del hedonismo que cata por sus arterias, pero algo vio en el, algo más.

Parecía que fuese ayer cuando quedaron de verse: Será el 13 de mayo de aquel 1874 cuando me dedicaras una pieza a las 9 en punto, espérame en la pista, mi doncella.

Ambos sabían de que hablaban, era aquella fiesta Real, día de regocijo para los burgueses, una excusa para abrir los mas finos vinos, y de usar los mas estruendosos y aparatosos vestidos de toda austria.

“Allí te veré mi príncipe encantador” frase que se precipitó y reboso sus labios caramelo.

Parecía  que fuese ayer cuando el la espero en aquella carroza a una esquina de su hogar, pues era un secreto su re-encuentro.

Se abalanzaron a la fiesta, y se separaron, nadie entendió porqué, y eso a ella no le preocupó pues sabia, que las 9 su encantador príncipe la rescataría de aquellas conversaciones burocráticas vacías, aquellas viejas pasadas de ethanol.

Parecía que fuese ayer cuando ella se encontraba en el medio del salón mirando hacia el frente y esperando, En todo el salón retumbo aquel reloj dando las 9 de aquella fría noche y seguido de esto, sonó El bello danubio azul, su favorito.

Es cuando pensó que todo seria perfecto, y con una hermosa sonrisa y ansiedad en sus manos, seguía parada en aquel mismo medio, de aquel mismo salón, con aquellas mismas esperanzas que tiene un niño la noche de navidad.


Las personas danzaban alrededor de ella, murmuraban y se preguntaban, que hacia sola allí, y esa sonrisa fue menguando, aun cuando peleaba para que no fuera así, entra las multitudes, divisa por fin a su príncipe encantador, y ella se llena de esperanzas una vez mas, pero su vals preferido ha llegado a su final, después de varios codes, los cuales pasó por alto.

En aquel mismo momento parecía que fuese ayer cuando la imagen de su príncipe se desmoronaba al comienzo del siguiente vals, pues su encantador amor estaba ocupado desatando sus lujuriosos deseos con una meretriz encubierta.

"Que el diablo se lleve el dichoso vals"  fueron las palabras de aquella joven, que se alejaba de tal escena, con lágrimas precipitándose a esos ojos almendrados llenos de sueños.



  By Inegray



*Note: for English version click *here*