Showing posts with label Breaking the laziness. Show all posts
Showing posts with label Breaking the laziness. Show all posts

Tuesday, August 16, 2016

Sandman

  There was a veil between the v.i.p section and the rest of the club. But even then I could see those big black eyes, pale and almost translucent skin. The moment he turned his head and looked right to my eyes, I felt naked, so open, so alive. All my secrets were his and in that precisely moment my phone ringed with it the spell broke, I turned my back to the bar and checked the phone, the missed call was the past reminding me I had nothing left to be loved for. Right there the music changed into an sensual rhythm and a unspiritual melody, I knew was time to ask my two tequila shots and hit the floor on my own.

  The circle of people amused by me in the middle of the dance floor, didn't know I was crying all along and feeding with their energy, by the time I was done absorbing and on the verge of a scream, someone took my hand and danced along. It was him. The mythical creature. He only, saw my tears and wiped it all in just seven seconds of dancing. So flawless we looked, so synchronized, like we had our entire life prepared for that moment. At the cusp of the endless ovations, motivated a smile and a wake up call. He then said his name which now I can no longer recall, the last thing I remember is taking a cab back to my place, alone, feeding my Siamese cat Isis, and crawling myself on my bed to sleep.

  Next morning like no other I go to this overrated coffee shop, the one with the green mermaid princess or whatever, but is so crowded, with my head still spinning I decided to turn around and keep on walking, not far from there I found this cute french like coffee shop slash bakery, pastels colors and gold,so, so adorable and comfortable. I was happy i've just found my new favorite spot.

  Got inside and this beautiful red haired perky girl with her astonishing freckles and hazel eyes came to greet me at the door, I was so amused by the hospitality and the kindness this place expelled, I smiled genuinely for the first time in so long. There was this OST songs making me dance around shyly, plus, everywhere I looked was just a piece of homemade art, if my mom was alive this probably would be our place. She would have loved it.

   I finally decided what to eat, sat down and told amy all the things I wanted, yeah that's her name, the beautiful red's name is amy.Between croissants filled with wonders, macaroons, cakes, biscuits, so on and a lovely jasmine tea cup, it was heaven. At the end of my first croissant, the door bell made a sound, Red approached to it and said her greetings, I felt this strange wave of feelings that made me nauseous, scared, happy, a whole cocktail of emotions, I thought it was the sugar highpeek so I took a sip of my tea and started to feel better, but then this voice, greeting amy back, was so delicious so sublime and ridiculously recognizable.

Amy came to me and told me how sorry she was  no more empty seats, I totally understood and told her not to worry I wouldn't mind some company.

I am very glad you don't mind miss -As he sat down-

My spasticity  couldn't be hide. He just grin, the most irresistible grin I've ever seen.

YOU!- my four years in Harvard psychiatry school program gave me the tools to speak such an eloquent and classy quote.-

 Yeah... I'm often referred to as Killian.-He said, as he quietly laughed-.

 I was so glad he said his name, I wouldn't like to pretend I do remember it.

Killian: Amy, the usual. Oh wait, add a couple of éclairs, I'm feeling struck by luck.
Amy: Haha, absolutely, monsieur.

So she's a red haired called amy with an scottish accent speaking in french, why do I feel like a blue box is missing.

Killian: So, are you going to tell me your name?

Sara: I am Sara. I see you're a frequent here, how is it that I've never seen you around?

Killian: Well, miss Sara, to this part of the city I just come for this specific pastry shop.-But, I definitely see me coming to something else-

Right after he said that, I felt a chill down my spine, and suddenly I was bambi about to be eaten.
And I had absolutely no desire to let it be otherwise.


Wednesday, March 4, 2015

The Bucket List: The Path to no Regrets

Experience is one thing you cant get for nothing- Oscar Wilde

Many of you have seen, heard or spoke about that list you definitely have make true before you die.
The thing is..."No one" knows when is going to die. So I started this new project showing people my joy after making them true. Because I certainly believe you measure yourself by the people who measure themselves by you, I'll give it a try and who knows...maybe I get to push you to do it for yourself.

What's a bucket list and How to create one?

Simply, It is a list  of life experiences, dreams and goals you desire to achieve before you die.
 You create them daily, through out the day "Today I will sleep early"  "I am going to study today so tomorrow I can chill" "I will stop screwing with the guy from the library..by the end of this month".
The truth is if you can't figure out those plans your life is probably passing  you by.

So, the point of this bucket list is extrapolate those daily goals and make them bigger, just for the JOY of your soul. Have you found joy in your life? Has your life brought joy to others? There is not righter time than the Now, that sounded so Dr. seuss, Hahahah.

In order to help you visualize the magnitude your goal should have or the depth of them, the impact in your life, I recommend you this movie with the Duh name "THE BUCKET LIST" with Sir Morgan Freeman and  Mr. Jack Nicholson.

Trailer for you <3




Take this as reference too:

-What have you always wanted to do but have not done yet?- Any countries, places or locations you want to visit?-What/who do you want to see or meet in person?- What experiences do you want to have/feel? -Any skills or anything you want to learn or try out?- What would you like to say/do together with other people?


THIS NOW IS MY BUCKET LIST 
(Note: I will place a picture/video if is accomplished)


1.  TRAVEL AROUND THE WORLD (Incomplete)

 Toledo, Spain  ( 2007)
 Venecia, Italy. (That's my dad, circa 2007)

2.HAVE A PICTURE WITH SOMEONE WORLDWIDE FAMOUS
3.SKYDIVE
4.MEET MY LONG DISTANCE RELATIONSHIP BOYFRIEND
5. BE AT COMIC CON
6. LEARN ANOTHER LANGUAGES BESIDES SPANISH (Incomplete)

English


7. LEARN MARTIAL ARTS (Incomplete)
(judo, don't own this picture for some reason I never took one, oh yeah.. I was training instead.)


8.LEARN HOW TO SKATE
9. GO SKIING
10. GIVE A HEARTFELT GIFT TO SOMEONE
11. MAKE A DIFFERENCE IN SOMEONE'S LIFE
12.FIND MY REAL PASSION
13. BE EXTRA IN A MOVIE
14. BE THE LEAD IN A TRENDING MOVIE
15. START MY BUSINESS 
16. SING TO AN AUDIENCE
17.DO VOLUNTEER WORK
18. GET A DRINK FOR A STRANGER
19. BEFRIEND A STRANGER
20. DANCE BAREFOOT IN THE RAIN
21. A KISS IN THE RAIN THAT MATTERS
22. SEE THE NORTHERN LIGHTS
23. GO CAMPING



24. GIVE SOMEONE I LOVE, A STAR
25. HAVE A TEA PARTY
26. PUBLISH A BOOK
27.THROW A MEGA PARTY
28. GET WHITE HAIR

29. GET WILD COLOR HAIR







30.BECOME A DOCTOR IN MEDICINE
31. WALK THE RED CARPET
32. HAVE A REALLY CLOSE FRIENDSHIP WITH A FAMOUS KOREAN ACTOR OR SINGER
33. PLAY AN INSTRUMENT

34. TAKE DANCE CLASSES (incomplete)

35. GO ON A ROAD TRIP




(Constanza, 2016)
36. EXPERIENCE TOMORROWLAND
37. BE PART OF A GREAT CAUSE
38. LIVE IN A DIFFERENT COUNTRY AT LEAST FOR 6 MONTHS
39. GET FEATURED IN MEDIA FOR SOMETHING YOU ARE PROUD OF
40. CREATE A DREAM HOME
41. HAVE A DREAM WEDDING
42. LIVE THROUGH 4 SEASONS OF THE YEAR
43.GO ON MEDITATION RETREAT
44.VISIT KOREA/ JAPAN WITH FRIENDS
45. MAKE A TIME BOX WITH SOMEONE
46. PICNIC DAY
47.FLY A HELICOPTER
48. GO ON A ROMANTIC GETAWAY
49. LEARN SIGN LANGUAGE
50. COSPLAY LIKE JESSICA NIGRI
51. GAIN ENLIGHTENMENT
52. ADOPT AN ANIMAL
53. EXPEND MONEY ON LOUBOUTIN PAIR OF SHOES WITH RED SOLE
54. BE HYPE ON LOOKBOOK.NU
55. HAVE A ROCK BAND
56. MAKE THE CUTEST BABY ON EARTH
57.BREAK THE LAW
58. HAVE AN AMAZING WARDROBE
59.LEARN HOW TO BARTEND
60. RIDE THE LONDON EYE
61.GIVE PEOPLE A GOOD REASON TO KNOW MY NAME
62. GET A TATTOO
63. KISS AND HUG A DOLPHIN
64. MEET FRIENDS FROM OTHER COUNTRIES
65. VISIT SLOVENIA WITH MY SIGNIFICANT OTHER
66. TAKE A PICTURE OF MY AURA
(2014, ADASEC)

67. GO TO BRITNEY SPEARS CONCERT
68.Cook big meal for more than 2 people
69. Bdsm



Sunday, October 19, 2014

This is the story about how the universe prepared me to lose her.

Since I can remember, I heard my mom saying how difficult her life was without her mother, how much she had to suffer because of it and how every Christmas she cried. Maybe I was too young or maybe  the universe didn't allow me to empathize with those feelings, to me it was and still is a waste of time, mourning about things that can't be changed. I'm not saying is wrong, but spend and base your life on that unavoidable moment  is absolutely ridiculous, her pain wasn't though.

I've always been an independent person mentally and emotionally, if I can do it alone, I will. My mom was all the way around, she was too co-dependent of everyone else's emotions, thoughts and actions, maybe that's one of the reason we didn't get along that much.

As she was a toxic person to my integrity as a human being, she was too the most devoted mother anyone could have ever asked for. No one, and believe me when I say NO ONE, could or would put a hand or a bad word on me and lived to tell, because she became Athenea when it comes to me.

Time passed I was more eager to leave the house and live on my own, but I was counting I could come back home, and maybe because the distance, my mother and I would be finally best friends.

I am a human being that understand within me that everything in this world, has a balance, a cycle an end and a reason. That's one of the reason I  found people who taught me how the universe, the energy and us work together, and how being an ovum, a sperm, a baby then a kid, later a teenager, an adult, an elder and then death  are just cherries of the same salad. Was amazing how  those explanation made me feel more complete than ever. I managed to avoid unnecessary burden to my life, if something bothers me, talk it out, or walk away. If I don't feel like going to meet someone I just don't go, and so on. I tried teaching that life style to a person who worried about every little thing, someone who was a prisoner of "what the others would say" and some other social atrocities.

And so far there's nothing I regret more, than failing to change her, I wanted her free, I wanted her happy, I wanted her to feel plenty.

My mom silently taught me a lot of things, and tried to teach me some others. One of the things she tried me doing is the importance of giving someone a gift. To me is still a matter of the heart and not because some one is waiting for it, it was like that even for her. As she pushed me to give gifts away the more my self refused, when she finally stopped, I started making gestures to her. One time I bought her a pretty black shoes that now I own, yes for those who didn't know, we could use each other's clothes or at least some of them, all of the shoes and jewelry.

I'm grateful that I voluntarily took my mom out to eat sushi, on the night would be her last birthday.
 I dressed up pretty, because she always wanted me to look like a doll, I drove her to the place, I toke her order, we ate, we talked, she managed to make me feel awful in front of the owner of the place which happens to be an acquaintance of mine, but that was her... I would never be an adult to her. But that's fine, I made my part, and tried to make her happy, I really wanted.

She hated be taken pictures, but that night I took  a couple, and started to take pictures of her, and with her, just because, I didn't had enough pictures with her. And now that's all I have left.

Most people don't know this, but I knew I was going to lose her while I was young, since the first time she told me, she lost her mother while being a teen something made click inside of me. For some reason I thought would be on my 17th birthday, why 17 you ask? I don't know, it just kept poping in my head, but I was wrong. So I kinda believed everything else was my mind overreacting.

A young person who managed to live inside her room with very few necessities, came out to full fill those, I found myself running to her room to hug her and stay at least 5 min under her body while she was watching tv, was so rare, she asked me if everything was ok, but I couldn't just say I needed to hug her, because I simply missed her.

June 5th, was an ordinary day, I was home doing my thing on the internet, chatting with my boyfriend, and my friends,I get a call from a friend asking me to go out, but besides my laziness something else made me say no, several times. My parents arrived home, mom was getting ready to sleep when some squeezing pain on her chest attacked her, she was pale, cold, dizzy and lightheaded. As medicine student She asked me to get my sphygmomanometer which I did, but her pressure was normal. She went to the bathroom, dad and I were getting ready to take her to the hospital, I found her losing consciousness while sitting on the toilet, there was no time for me to freak, I knew she was having a heart attack, I ran and looked for aspirin, I found the only white pills we had and smashed them, gave it to her under her tongue and dressed her to go.

As soon as we arrived the hospital, I could see how terrible the system is and the lack of humanity in my future colleagues, she wasn't taken seriously until my uncle who happens to be a doctor arrived, and speed them up.

Mom was treated, watched over, and went back home, as a new person. The situation scared the shit out of her. But that was just the beginning.

The next 3 months would change our lives. Her heart needed a bypass, which means take an artery from a leg or so and make a bridge with it in her heart, surgery date was august 5th, she had to eat healthy, she did, I was surprised. But after a week or so we ran to the situation where her pleural space started to storage liquids, pleural effusion, had to get inside intensive care once more and longer, she spent approximately 18 days, her family from all over the country came to see her, everyone was rooting for her health, I was giving up.

I became my mom's personal taxi, I started to behave like an adult, making appointments taking her to them, all she ever did for me while growing up, I did it during those 3 months. I showered her, i cleaned her, I feed her and so on. The universe let me pay some of my debts to her.

After those 18 days, she came back home, the doctors said was mom's fault all of that was happening to her because she wasn't doing enough the breathing exercise, but they were wrong. The truth is her heart never started as it should have to compensate the other organism functions. And thanks to that I blamed her, I hated her, because I saw how she was giving up on her life, how she was giving up on me.

The truth is she lasted longer because she fought, like a real warrior. (I'm sorry mother to take your credit away). She said how badly the nurses treated her, making her feel miserable, and I thought she was just being ultra sensitive like usually she was. I told her to not feel bad, because i thought they were treating her like that for her to gain strength and work harder to get out of intensive care, but I guess I was wrong again, and I failed to protect you.

 A week later, after those 18 days, she went back to intensive care, was Friday, 12th, she woke up great, because finally she had a very good night sleep, but after a couple of hours, she started to feel bad again, and so we had to take her to the hospital, her lungs were getting filled up with liquids again. Had to stay in intensive care for second time. I had her breathing exercise device, so I ran inside the room to give it back in case she needed it, and ran out so i wouldn't get scolded by the hospital personal, I didn't know "Bye ma' "  would be my last words to her and maybe she didn't even hear it. Since no one can stay with her inside that area, I left, went home with my cousin and aunt, to eat and rest, so we would come back at 5 pm for visit hour.

That day I ate, took a nap, woke up with a weird feeling, it was getting late for us to leave to the hospital, so I started to get my bed done, and while folding the sheets in my head I said "She can't die like this" and deeper inside me I heard "she should just stop suffering".

Driving to the hospital, normal, we've been in that trip for months, I left my aunt and cousin to walk to the intensive care hall while I was parking the car. I arrived, and as soon as I did, with my mind full of superfluous thoughts, another aunt hug me and says "She's gone" "your mom is gone".

The necessity of hugging was only hers, I was just waiting the laugh and the next part of the joke, when she says that was it, just a really bad joke. I did not cry,  looked for my dad and went there. There was my mom's sister crying about her baby sister, broke my heart, and one of her favorite niece, and my dad all crying in a mourning sonata.

Tears slipped down my cheeks, and my nose started running, but I was numb. The next thing I know is people looking at me in pitty, my friends rushing to arrive and spend some time with me at the hospital before I left the city to bury my mom's flesh body. Oh and I went to pathology, I saw her laying there, with injured face, cold, and stiff. I shook her, I begged her to wake up, called her eomma, ma', mami, but there was no reply, it was true, she wasn't coming back, this wasn't a sick joke.

Next morning I woke up at Romana, where she was born, the place she loved like nowhere else, the place she was free to herself. The funeral wasn't something of my taste. Watching my mom laying in a white coffin while people started to sing and mumble christian jumbo, that I knew in my heart wasn't true, was deplorable., people hugging me, looking at me to see my reaction to see me crying and perhaps calculate how much I'm in pain for the amount of tears and cries I shout, people trying to convert me to their christian bullshit with the "If you want to see her again in heaven you have to accept Christ in your heart" all the time that happened was tactless and hurtful. That's when I realized, funerals are for the family not the deceased, is egoist, is stupid but comforting, not for me of course, remember I am a weird bug. Even tho was nice hearing people talking so good about my mom, it frustrated me, because some of them never called her, never took her out of her depression. So it really keeps me thinking people are good and great just after they are dead, same with paintings, same with singers.

Is been a month, and I have been eating the same, doing the same, and almost feeling the same. Except few times during the day I think of her, and her absence echoes in my soul. I never felt her lingering in here, so that actually comforts me, I know shes getting healed and treated well in this new phase of her self being. I just wonder If she still thinks of me.


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Sunday, February 9, 2014

Personality test: the tree




I found this test while ago and i was surprised of how accurate it is so i wanted to share with you guys.

Pick the one that calls you, or looks appealing to you. check the number bellow.



The results . . . 


1. You are a generous and moral (not to confuse with moralizing) person. You always work on self-improvement. You are very ambitious and have very high standards. People might think that communicating with you is difficult, but for you, it isn't easy to be who you are. You work very hard but you are not in the least selfish. You work because you want to improve the world. You have a great capacity to love people until they hurt you. But even after they do. . . you keep loving. Very few people can appreciate everything you do as well as you deserve. 


2. You are a fun, honest person. You are very responsible and like taking care of others. You believe in putting in an honest day's work and accept many work-related responsibilities. You have a very good personality and people come to trust you easily. You are bright, witty and fast-thinking. You always have an interesting story to tell. 


3.You are a smart and thoughtful person. You are a great thinker. Your thoughts and ideas are the most important. You like to think about your theories and views alone. You are an introvert. You get along with those who likes to think and learn. You spend a lot of time, thinking about morality. You are trying to do what is right, even if the majority of society does not agree with you. 


4. You are perceptive and philosophical person. You are a unique, one soul of your kind. Next to you there's no one even slightly similar to you. You are intuitive and a bit quirky. You are often misunderstood, and it hurts you. You need personal space. Your creativity needs to be developed, it requires respect of others. You are a person who clearly sees the light and dark sides of life. You are very emotional.


5. You are self-assured and in charge. You are very independent. Your guiding principle in life is 'I'll do it my way.'. You are very self-reliant and know how to stay strong for yourself and the people you Love. You know exactly what you want and are not afraid of pursuing your dreams. The only thing you demand from people is honesty. You are strong enough to accept the truth.


6. You are kind and sensitive. People relate to you very well. You have many friends and you love helping them. You have this warm and bright aura that makes people feel good when they are around you. Every day, you think about what you can do to improve yourself. You want to be interesting, insightful and unique. More than anybody else in the world, you need to love. You are even ready to love those who don't love you back.


7. You are happy and unflappable. You are a very sensitive and understanding person. You are a great listener who know how to be non-judgmental. You believe that everybody has their own journey in life. You are open to new people and events. You are highly resistant to stress and rarely worry. Normally, you are very relaxed. You always manage to have a good time and never lose your way. 


8. You are charming and energetic. You are a fun person who knows how to make people laugh. You live in a state of harmony with the universe. You are spontaneous and enthusiastic. You never say no to an adventure. Often, you end up surprising and even shocking people. But that's just how you are. . . You always remain true to yourself. You have many interests and if something proves of interest to you, you will not rest until you acquire a profound knowledge of this area.


9. You are optimistic and lucky. You believe that life is a gift and you try to achieve as much as possible and put this gift to the best use possible. You are very proud of your achievements. You are ready to stick by the people you care about through thick and thin. You have a very healthy approach to life. The glass is (at least) half full for you. 




Hope you enjoyed it, did it got it right with you? Comment bellow!  



K.

Saturday, February 8, 2014

My journey on illustrator




 Looking at my boyfriend getting busy with his amazing designs and seeing great others all over the web, i decided to undertake a journey in this design/drawing world, just for leisure and part of my breaking laziness project.

It took me whole day to install and think what should i do first. While my super amazing boyfriend was sharing his screen so he could teach me some basics tools, i was thinking on what should i make first.



So i followed the next equation: 
 Me +narcissist + drawing+ love.





And this is what i got:


-Have mercy-








So, yes, this first design is dedicated to that one special person in my heart.








I'll keep practicing!!


What do you think about my first try? Or any other opinion? ^_^ comment bellow, if you have your own illustration i would pretty much love to see them, share it with us!




K.

Sunday, February 2, 2014

The Blue Danube Maiden (Short story- La doncella del danubio azul- English version )


Illustration by Erin Wilson


It seemed it was yesterday when two strangers were tainted by the energies of lust and curiosity.

Who was that handsome guy with bulging eyes, dark hair and wonderful face.
Who was that girl with agile and seductive movements, owner of so mysterious power of attraction .

It seemed it was yesterday when with subtle approaches, alone remained.
No time for introductions, no time for courtship, she was just in passing, had to return to Vienna at dawn, along with her celestines .
In another time she could have thrown herself into a hedonism sea that tasting  for her arteries, but saw something in him, something else.

It seemed it was yesterday when they were to be seen: Will be the May 13th of that 1874 when I dedicate a piece at 9:00 sharp , wait for me at the dance floor, my maid.

Both knew what they were talking about, was that Royal party, day of rejoicing for the bourgeois, an excuse to open the finest wines, and to use the most thunderous and bulky dresses of all Austria.

"There I’ll see you my prince charming" phrase that was precipitated and overflew those candy lips.

It seemed it was yesterday when he awaited on that float at the corner of her home, it was a secret their re-encounter.

They rushed to the party, and got separated, no one understood why, but she wasn’t worried because he knew, that her charming prince would rescue her at 9 of those empty bureaucratic conversations, those old ladies full of ethanol.

It seemed it was yesterday when she was in the middle of the room facing the front and waiting, rumbling around the room giving the 9 o clock of that cold night was that big watch and after that, rang the Beautiful Blue Danube, her favorite.

It's when she thought everything would be perfect, and with a beautiful smile and anxiety in her hands, still standing in that same middle place, in that same room, with those same hopes as a child on Christmas Eve.

People danced around her, whispering and wondering, what is she doing standing there alone? But then that smile was waning, even though she was fighting for not let that happen, between the crowds, finally  sees her charming prince, and she is hopeful once again, but his favorite waltz has come to an end, after several codes, which missed.

At that moment it seemed that it was yesterday when the image of her prince fell apart at the beginning of the next waltz, because of her charming love was busy unleashing their lustful desires with a whore in disguised.

"May the devil take the fucking waltz " were the words of the young woman, who walked away from that scene, tears rushing to those almond eyes full of dreams.



By IneGray


*Note: for Spanish version click *here*

La doncella del danubio azul (Short story- The Blue Danube Maiden- spanish version )

illustration by Erin Wilson


Parecía que fuese ayer cuando dos extraños se dejaron llevar por las energías de la lujuria y la curiosidad.


Quién era ese apuesto chico de ojos saltones, pelo oscuro y magnifico semblante.
Quién era esa chica de ágiles y seductores movimientos, dueña de tan misteriosa fuerza de atracción.


Parecía que fuese ayer cuando con sutiles acercamientos, solos quedaron. 

No hubo tiempo para introducciones, no hubo tiempo para cortejos, ella solo estaba de paso, debía regresar a viena al amanecer, junto con sus celestinas.

En otro tiempo se hubiese arrojado al mar del hedonismo que cata por sus arterias, pero algo vio en el, algo más.

Parecía que fuese ayer cuando quedaron de verse: Será el 13 de mayo de aquel 1874 cuando me dedicaras una pieza a las 9 en punto, espérame en la pista, mi doncella.

Ambos sabían de que hablaban, era aquella fiesta Real, día de regocijo para los burgueses, una excusa para abrir los mas finos vinos, y de usar los mas estruendosos y aparatosos vestidos de toda austria.

“Allí te veré mi príncipe encantador” frase que se precipitó y reboso sus labios caramelo.

Parecía  que fuese ayer cuando el la espero en aquella carroza a una esquina de su hogar, pues era un secreto su re-encuentro.

Se abalanzaron a la fiesta, y se separaron, nadie entendió porqué, y eso a ella no le preocupó pues sabia, que las 9 su encantador príncipe la rescataría de aquellas conversaciones burocráticas vacías, aquellas viejas pasadas de ethanol.

Parecía que fuese ayer cuando ella se encontraba en el medio del salón mirando hacia el frente y esperando, En todo el salón retumbo aquel reloj dando las 9 de aquella fría noche y seguido de esto, sonó El bello danubio azul, su favorito.

Es cuando pensó que todo seria perfecto, y con una hermosa sonrisa y ansiedad en sus manos, seguía parada en aquel mismo medio, de aquel mismo salón, con aquellas mismas esperanzas que tiene un niño la noche de navidad.


Las personas danzaban alrededor de ella, murmuraban y se preguntaban, que hacia sola allí, y esa sonrisa fue menguando, aun cuando peleaba para que no fuera así, entra las multitudes, divisa por fin a su príncipe encantador, y ella se llena de esperanzas una vez mas, pero su vals preferido ha llegado a su final, después de varios codes, los cuales pasó por alto.

En aquel mismo momento parecía que fuese ayer cuando la imagen de su príncipe se desmoronaba al comienzo del siguiente vals, pues su encantador amor estaba ocupado desatando sus lujuriosos deseos con una meretriz encubierta.

"Que el diablo se lleve el dichoso vals"  fueron las palabras de aquella joven, que se alejaba de tal escena, con lágrimas precipitándose a esos ojos almendrados llenos de sueños.



  By Inegray



*Note: for English version click *here*

Monday, January 27, 2014

MY TOP 9, MOVIES FOR THIS 2014.

Is not a secret the fact that i am a sucker for movies, i may not have the best memory for all of them but that's what makes me even more of a cinephile, because i could easily watch a movie over and over again, finding new things about it each time.

I may look cute but the truth is ....


So, when it comes to movies i'm the reaaaaaaaaal sucker for terror/ horror/ sci-fi movies

and not saying i don't like girly shit but i usually tend to enjoy it by myself or when i feel the need to implement the 50/50 rules with my boyfriend making him watch Disney movies with me, haha. 
[I love you bae]

I even made another cute chart for my movie taste. Shut up! i just found out i can do pie charts so i'm doing it for everything, just like 

 MOM: come do the dishes,
 ME: *sends an image to mom's phone with the probabilities of me doing the dishes* 
MOM: knocks the door, and hit me with a chancleta.
ME: There's no sense of humor woman...





Ok, Look.






Anyways, after  a couple of hours searching for what are my cinephile hopes for this year, this is what i found:


*Note: By clicking the  supernatural symbol on the player it stop the blog's music so you can enjoy the trailers*

2014 PRESENTS




Transformers 4: Age Of Extinction



This film directed my Michael Bay is the 4th live action movie from it american franchise based on the toys created by Hasbro and Tomy Takara.



Since 2013 Mr. Bay has been denying the title of the movie as "Rise Of The Galvatron", so  get over it.

Well boo hoo folks, this time there's no sexy Shia Labeouf, nor stunning Megan Fox. Around 4 new characters are added to the story line instead, including  Mark Walhberg, Nicola Peltz (the did katara in "The last Airbender") and Jack Reynor, along with other new humans.



"The eart is marked by the last 3 movies events, but the giant robots disappeared. Cade Yeager an inventor, discovered a  buried transformer, which could prepare the ground for the  Autobots and Decepticons comeback." - Sypnosis 

There isn't an official trailer yet, is supposed to be out on Super Bowl 2014 probably February, but check this out.
Watch it on HD.








RoboCop



This piece of nostalgia from 1987, directed by the Dutch Paul Verhoeven, IS BACK, the injured cop turned into the ultimate weapon against criminals in the Detroit of 2028 is half robot half human, and is coming to entertain us again.

Directed  this time by the brazilian José padilha. Joel Kinnaman as Alex Murphy/Robocop
Gary Oldman as Dr. Dennett Norton (norton virus ahah -_- ok, sorry.), Michael Keaton as Raymond sellars, Abbie Cornish as Clara Murphy, Samuel L. Jackson as Pat Novak, among others.

Release Date: February 7, 2014.

 The trailer made my lady part tingling , check it.





300: Rise Of An Empire




Sequela of "300" based on a comic, directed by Zack Snyde  and released on march of 2007, is an epic-action film about King Leonidas who leads 300 Spartans into battle against the God-king Xerxes and his 300,000 soldiers.

The sequel Rise of an empire, directed by Noam Murro, is taking place 
before, during and after the events of the first movie.

This film is inspired by Greek history and centers of Themistocles 
and Artemisa I of Caria, as well as Xerxes I of Persia. Were a Greek general 
leads the charge against invading Persian forces led by mortal-turned-god Xerxes.

Cast: Lena Headey as Queen Gorgo, Eva Green as artemisa, Rodrigo Santoro as Xerxes,
Sullivan stapleton as Themistocles.

I truly loved the first movie even tho it last like 2 fucking hours, but 2 effin' hours
of sexy men screaming and fighting and sexy weird dude dressed, well, half dressed in gold
so it totally worth it, the plot and develop of that film was really good, so i hope no less
for this one.
 Release Date: March 7th 2014
Check this gem.





Maleficent 



The main antagonist in Walt Disney's 1959 film "Sleeping Beauty", self-proclaimed "Mistress of All Evil" who curses the infant princess aurora, is going to make you wish you were aurora and prick your finger with her sharp sexuality, since the one starring this movie from the perspective of the villain is no one but the gorgeous ANGELINA JOLIE.

A film by Robert Stormberg, is going to be released on may 30th of 2014.

Cast: already said the woman i'd love to be.. Angelina Jolie as maleficent, Ellen Fanning As princess Aurora,
Juno Temple as thisletwit, Brenton Thwaites as Prince phillip, etc.

*Having huge expectations for this film*


By the way if you're the typical cliché person that is all "GO #TEAMHERO"
Please, sit your obnoxious butt and surrender to the greatness of maleficent.



Resident evil 6



I don't know about you, but i just can't get enough of Milla Jovovich firing guns, with latex/ leather or whatever suit or red long dress fighting and stuff. I just can't i love her.

So according to IMDb, the 6th movie directed  by Paul W.S. Anderson, is been on process since last Autumn, making it ready to release for September 12th of 2014.

Which is weird is that, there isn't a lot of info nor trailers yet, about the movie, so sorry can't deliver a proper trailer.

Casting: Milla Jovovich returning as Alice, Michelle Rodriguez as Rain Ocampo, etc.

all because "The Red Queen plots total destruction over the human race."


Anyways, once they've uploaded a trailer i'll come back and post it. WAIT FOR IT.




OK?OK.





X-Men: Days of Future Past





I love superpowers I LOVE MARVEL. Is going to be Released on may Th of 2014 with Bryan Singer as Director, and Simon Kinberg as writter, here comes X-MEN, starring JENNIFER LAWRENCE as raven/ mystique
Nicholas Hoult as Hank McCoy better known as beast, Michael Fassbender as Magneto, EVAN PETERS as Quick silver, HUGH JACKMAN as wolverine, Halle Berry as STORM, among others.

The story line goes as the ultimate X-men who ensemble fights a war for survival, again, BUT now is across time periods, where the characters we all know join forces with their young selves in order to change the past.

Enjoy the trailer.






The Amazing Spider-Man 2



Hey, I just said i love marvel, and this re-make was even more fair to the comic, i really like tobey maguire and enjoyed the firsts couple of movies, but come on!!! those who read the comic will realize what a jokster peter parker really is, and toby made an emo out of him.


But is oke, everything went smooth and good with the first "the amazing spider man"

and here is the sequel, with the impresive young man Andrew Garfield as peter parker, the adorable and funny Emma Stone as Gwen stacy, Jamie foxx roll playing as Electro, AND OF COURSE... STAN LEE AS THE GRADUATION GUEST, ahahahahah yes, marvel fans will understand.


"Peter Parker runs the gauntlet as the mysterious company Oscorp sends up a slew of supervillains against him, impacting on his life."

Well, sounds like uncle ben is going to die again.

Release Date: May 2nd of 2014.

check this out.




Almost Human


Director: Joe Begos


Cast:
Graham skipper as seth hampton
Josh Ethier as mark fisher
Vanessa Leigh as Jen craven
Susan T. Travers  as becky  (this one is probably going to die first, using just one name xD )
 etc.

"Mark Fisher disappeared from his home in a brilliant flash of blue light almost two years ago. His friend Seth Hampton was the last to see him alive. Now a string of grisly, violent murders leads Seth to believe that Mark is back,"

Release date: February 21 Th of 2014




The Hunger Game: Mockingjay 



Third movie of the series The hunger game, with francis lawrence as director 
suzanne collins as writer of the novel and Danny strong writer of the screenplay.

Starring once more, Jennifer Lawrence as katniss Everdeen, Josh Hutcherson as peeta  and Liam hemsworth as Gale.

Bad news is...there's not a trailer yet, Good news...Is going to be released this November 21 th (2014).

The story line is reduced to this lines.

"Katniss Everdeen reluctantly becomes the symbol of a mass rebellion against the autocratic Capitol."






*Note: All the release dates are for in U.S.A only*



Comment and love. <3

Cheers,

K.